Memoirs of a Child

February 3, 2009

Waiting patiently by an old tree from childhood
The leaves feed me sorrow, with each breeze I silently brood
Awaiting a sly smile and joyous mirth you treasure so dear
When you arrive I shall run to a memory I still hold near

Enduring the years that have gone by in silence
I look upon the heavens to bring my solace
But as I cherish the memories in my heart
I cannot fight the torment, that lies inside so dark

Silently I measure the time that we have lived
Fighting the misery I have solemnly grieved
Forever apart yet so very much eternal in life
I bid you goodbye as the lightning strikes

Evil Sneers the Cursed

January 9, 2009

Evil sneers me wickedly
So close it breezes in with a chill
Will I respond in gleeful melancholy?
While you spurn me so treacherously
As you bring me pain and sorrow
Your words could not pain me deeper than the marrow
My heart breaks into pieces as you speak the blame
I may never be the person I was, never the same

As you speak, your echo resounds in the breeze
You eyes look into mine with hurtful tease
Hurting me, paining me, killing me in haste
This endless torment leaves me in a teary daze

No, I say I plead you stop,
My heart calls out, but mouth is in a lock
End this endless torture of cruelty and words
I plead in agony with wounds of the cursed.

Lost in Time

December 5, 2008

Feel me now, against my skin
You know I have, I’ve wanted this
Can it be, a moment lost in time
When you look deep into my eyes.
Don’t look now, I shed my tears,
Flowing down, I’ve lost my fears
Can it be, the dawn of a new day?
Will you help me slowly find my way?
I thought it was, what you clearly said
Will I let it be true, Will I pretend,
That I don’t feel this way none at all
Can you feel me break free against this wall?
Now I’m lost, and I can’t break through
Have I faced the last day without you
Will I ever be the one hidden for so long
Will I ever smile the way I did all along?
Feel me now, I’m alone once more,
I really did love you to the core
But now we’ve changed, we got to let go
Step by step I will miss you more and more