Nightly Insurgence

November 19, 2008

Fighting the urge to fly into the night
Tears are dying in these eyes of mine
Crying without a reason to fight
These days are not evern worth my time

Leave me to fight the tears that will to break free

Looking for a reason to hold on
When everythin around me crumbles
Seeking remorse for curses undone
When nothing in life really matters

Hold onto the cursed walls that crumbles around me

Hanging by a thread of silk
The lines are about to break
Willing me to blot my ink
Blood red with painful ache

Break this thread of life, let me die

Hurting with thorns at my side
The mirth is twisted and unkind
Dying inside I lay by , I abide
Forsake me against this unwind

Pain me with anger you cant deny

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Why…

November 11, 2008

Why do you always think
I’m nothing but a victim
A victim of circumstances
Hurting, longing for everything
Of the love I cherish dear
You think me stupid
You think me foolish
Foolish enough to bite the feeling
To the tears longing to break through
Flowing down these cheeks of mine

I’ll be waiting for you to come
And then I’ll say……

Why…. do …. you….
You scorn me….
Scorn my love its fleeing
You loathe me…
Loathe my spirit its freeing
Scorn me, Loathe me
As I feel this pain as I lay dying…
I ask you why…

Why do you leave me
Feeling like I am nothing at all
All the times when I stood there
Standing, biting down the tear
Waiting for you to take me home
Home to a family,
Home yet not mine,
Mine to be the memory of a feeling
The joy in me all along who knew
That’s been left behind in time

I’ll be waiting for you to come
And then I’ll say……

Why…. do …. you….
You scorn me….
Scorn my love its fleeing
You loathe me…
Loathe my spirit its freeing
Scorn me, Loathe me
As I feel this pain as I lay dying…
I ask you why…

Will you visit me as I lay down here,
The one who loves you today
Will you bring me flowers
The ones you threw away
Waiting here will I be…
Waiting till tonight breaks free
Tonight as I let my wings unwind
Break against the the wind I fly
A new hope a new dawn of life
And will you take my hand glide higher
As we reach the sun you set me free…

I’ll be waiting for you to come to me
And then I’ll say……

Why…. do …. you….
You scorn me….
Scorn my love its fleeing
You loathe me…
Loathe my spirit its freeing
Scorn me, Loathe me
As I feel this pain as I lay dying…
And I ask you why…

Falling onto the depths I wait for you
And then I’ll say……

Why…. would…. you….
You save me….
Save my love its flying
You love me…
Love my spirit its freeing
Save me, Love me
As with this feeling I lay down
And I say goodbye
I say goodbye
Goodbye….

The Celestial Dream of Amor

November 7, 2008

The Charismatic Feeling
Of a new born child
Weeping for deliverance
Weeping for love

Celestial Being awake
The resounding sense
Fleeing onto the skies
Fleeing onto the love

Dream a dream so pure
Of nothing but a moment
Stealing memories gone
Stealing memories of love

With this thought I rest
Awake and nothing more
A Celestial Dream of love and sun
Where lovers doth not reconcile amor

Rising Demons

November 6, 2008

The brittle bone of manly ways
Peaks through the cleft of time,
Cadaver, but not yet free
Free, of the claws that bind me
To the cackle of a mirth
Resounding off the walls
The quirks of a madman nearby
Cadenced to the bloody ears
That flows forth through thine
Cosmic as a ray of lligjt
Nothing can change
The fate to come
Written has it been
On the crescent of the Sun

A Sinner’s Deliverance

November 6, 2008

A break in normality and chaos
A prefix to the undeniable
Another questionable facade
Another means to an end

A break in formality and sense
A prefix to the unspeakable
Another incorrigible desire
Another change in the sun

A while against a sinner
A prefix to the unimaginable
Another unforeseeable deed
Another redemption lays nigh

Stolen Heart

November 4, 2008

You stole my heart with every gaze
You dazzled me with vibrance on a summery day
You made me smile when none could make me but cry
You made sure I always felt this alive
You couldn’t speak words of comfort in your quay
You did so with a nuzzles and a little whine per say
You not only made me smile when good was bad
You were the one who made everything sound like May
You made the summer and winter sound so gay
You were the shining light in every night
You were the one who I loved dearly beyond dismay
You were the one who stole my heart now stay
You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart please do stay
You have stolen my heart please don’t go away